I started writing two years ago and haven't stopped since. I can get a song for any situation and music/poetry is my therapy.
I spend most of my free time with my family. 99% of my friends are guys. I simply love the way they think and they have practically no drama : ) I have a very far fetched mind and I wouldn't have it any other way.

All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
Ive been giving out chances every time and all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long but baby I figured you out
And you think it will be fine again but not this time around
Lookin so innocent
I might believe you if I didnt know
Coulda loved you all my life
If you hadnt left me waiting in the cold And you got your share of secrets
And Im tired of being last to know
And now youre asking me to listen
Cuz its worked each time before
You had me calling for you honey
And it never wouldve gone away no
You use to shine so bright
But I watched our love it fade So you dont have to call anymore
I wont pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Theres nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that youre sorry
But I wont believe you baby like I did before

I can see where you are I can tell you're enjoying it so far
I would love to escape, but now I'm bound
by the of burn of your eyes
looking on as I'm starting to realize
I'm a pawn in your game and this is checkmate
as the roses lift their heads to catch a glimpse of my demise
you'll be throwing lies around like ocean waves throw down the tides
and they are breaking on my shore
and the rescue team won't save me now I'm out too far
so I'll waste these nights for a while
but I'll be holding onto you forever
and this is where my heart is cold and torn
as I read the words you wrote last night
the butterflies are creeping through my spine

comparisons are easily done
Once youve had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
You said theres
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself
Cause when Im with him
I am thinking of you
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Oh wont you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes Id like to stay...

Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last two years were just pretend It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine I want you but I'm not giving in this time and I say Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew You were the one I love The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Say you're sorry that face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause
I honestly believed in you
Holding on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should have known, I should have known
That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

You walk by and my heart beats
A thousand times at once it seems
And every time you look at me
I have to tell myself to breathe
With just a smile you capture me, and I start to melt
Emotions then take over me like I've never felt
I could tell me heart each time
It isn't love, you're just some guy
There's nothing there and what I feel
Is in my head, it isn't real
But I can't deny, can't even try
Cause I know inside, butterflies don't lie

I've dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, remembered the thing you said
I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life On that day that day,
The day I walked away in December.
I will always remember.
I'll regret it forever.
I remember brown eyes,
So sad and blue skies.
Turned to darkness and night.
I'm so sick of the fight.
I won't breathe unless you breathe,
Won't bleed unless you bleed.
Won't be unless you be,
'Till I'm gone and I can sleep.I was running in circles
I hurt myself,
Just to find my purpose.
Everything was so worthless,
I didn't deserve this,
But to me you were perfect.
I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
And I'm here to stay
Nothing can separate us
And I know, I'm ok
You cradle me gently
Wrapped in your arms..i'm home i put a lot of time and effort into my poems and would appreciate your votes and comments on them i will always return the favor.
I'm singing to the pretty girl
That walked by my door today
I'm singing to the lonely girl
Waiting for a good man to come and take her away
I met her at a stop light
She was there casin' so she didn't wanna make eyes
All I have is one question
I begged for her attention made it real real simple
Listen babe
I'm singing to the shy girl
Waitin for her phone to ring
I'm singing to the cheerleader
Lookin in the stands tryna find prince charming
I met her in a walmart line
In person so she -pay can't say no mine- (-that's not right-)
All I have is one question
I begged for your attention made it real real simple
Can I
Buy you a flower
Can I sing you a song
Can we walk for an hour babe
Can we spend the whole night on the telephone
Can I put your hand inside of mine can I?
Daddy Daddy don't leave
I'll do anything to keep you
Right here with me
Can't you see how much I need you
Daddy Daddy don't leave
Mommy's saying things she don't mean
She don't know what she's talking about
Somebody hear me out
Father listen
Tell him that he's got a home and he don't have to go
Father save him
I would do anything in return
I'll clean my room
Try hard in school
I'll be good
I promise you
Father, Father
I pray to you

if you send me a private message i will usually get back to you that day or the next dont be shy i love to meet new people I am very proud and into my religion. (it is more of a way of life in my view) I am christian and proud of it. : )! OH and i have meet some of the most amazing people on here a little thanks to Ingrid who is like my mom : ) and zeenat who let me tell you is my other half we are so likke made for each other!!!! love you guys: )

There I was thirteen years old
waitin in my room for him to come home
and I just knew he would be so mad
though I begged my mother not to, she told my dad.
There was no denyin I let him down
but instead of being angry
he put his arms around me and said
in the sunlight or the rain brightest nights or darkest days
Ill always feel the same way
whatever road you may be on
know youre never too far gone my love is there wherever you may be
just remember that youll always be my baby.

Love: a force greater than jealousy and stronger than hate.

Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick, but make it last
So I can see how badly this will hurt me
When you say goodbye
Keep it sweet, keep it slow
Let the future pass, but don't let go
But tonight I could fall to soon
Under this beautiful moonlight
See this heart won't settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you'll do
My stomach screams just when I look at you
run far away so I can breath
Even though your far from suffocating me
But I cant get my hopes to high
Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye
Now you see why I'm scared
I can't open up my heart without a care
So here I go, it's what I feel
And for the first time in my life I know it's real
But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've get me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
So please don't catch me

If this is love please don't break me
I'm giving up so just catch me

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