Do you ever wonder...

Do you ever wonder...
why life is the way it is?
Why on the outside we wanna grow up
but on the inside we are still kids?

Do you ever wonder...
what you would do with out your love?
To not have that person by your side
the one you have always dreamed of?

Do you ever wonder...
If people would miss you if you were gone?
would they live their normal lives
or have trouble going on?

Do you ever wonder...
If he means it when he says I love you?
Do you have doubt that he means it
or do you fully believe it is true?

Do you ever wonder...
what it would be like to lose your best friend?
To have no one there for you
would your life soon end?

Do you ever wonder...
How it feels to hold so much pain?
That you would want to end your life
to end the hurt and shame?

Do you ever wonder...
what life would be like in someone else shoes?
If you dealt with the same pain they did
would you deal with it the same way too?

Do you ever wonder...
if life is worth living the pain?
Do you ever look at your wrist
and pray you hit a vain?

Do you ever wonder...
what its like to feel alone?
To hold in all your secrets
or have no scars shown?

Do you ever wonder...
if you are really going to make it through
is everything really going to be okay
dont you wish you knew?

Do you ever wonder...
or do you know?
Do you have the hurt inside
Do you have the scars to show?

Do you wonder...
or do you ask?
Do you let out your emotions
or hide behind a mask?

Do you wonder...
...I do all the time.
About other peoples problems
as well as mine.

I hide behind that mask
and no emotions are shown
I have told people secrets
that no one should have known

I have felt unloved
and wanted to run away
and without my friends
i would not be here today

I have been put in positions
when I was unsure of what to do
i know I am not the only one
have you?

We all wonder but when it comes down to it
Do we think twice about our actions
Do we think of ourselves
or about everyone else\'s reactions

Truth is we all make mistakes
and our expectations are often under
Everything happens for a reason
so think about it...and wonder.

(C) Copyright : Michelle Cavalier