I miss the kiss of treachery, the sweet, warm kiss of vanity, the soft and dark and velvety up close against my skin.

And all I leave you with is one last footprint in the snow...

...punish me for not being the one you want me to be, before I decide to punish myself for becoming something I’ve always hated

"Insanity: a perfect rational adjustment to an insane world"
-R.D.Lang

*Not my quote, I just really like it*

I've always thought that having a reason to live is very important so i never stopped searching for one...now i realize that all i've been searching for was just an Excuse for my existence

Weird, freak,
gross, retard, prick,
liar, failure, fool,
Dropout, loser, so un-cool,
Emo, reject, crazy,
Useless, messed up shadow, loner,
Stupid, contagious,
Strange, depressed,
All these people label me
But still I am a nobody

"You are only loosening this spiked collar around my neck because you know it will eventually slip down and puncture my heart"

You wish hard enough that your dreams will come true. Face the truth in reality that only nightmares come through since we have to work for what we really want even if we might never get it, and what we dont want that we will end up getting.

My Mother thinks I cut to bleed,
Little does she know, I cut to be freed.

(Just another gay-ass-lame emo moment.)

Your born, you live, you die. That is life. And during that life your a no one and a nothing.