Sitting alone in this filthiness,
grieving at this killing emptiness...
Scorned by the evil eye of our forefathers
Our fate engraved in our soul...
I see her there all alone crying screaming
feeling a pain no one else will ever know...
My heart is poundin
as l count every singe...
In my red dress
I'm invincible...
Can you see the everlasting twinkle
Of sadness in my hazel eyes...
Last night I dreamt a fantasy
You were on my team...
Dressed in black clothing,
With long sleeves covering my scared arms...
Stare into the darkness,
cant see no light...
The line between pain/pleasure
is very thin it sometimes overlaps...
No, to the ignorance,
And the ice between your hearts...
Many know me,
Yet few know my true smile...