Shut the F*$% up and listen to yourself.
Do you really care about anyone else...
As I sit here
And start to think...
I can't pretend i miss you
i'd be falsifying my feelings...
You told me friendship never dies
And when it does no one cries...
I can pretend I'm happy without you
When really I don't feel this way...
I sat behind him yesterday,
My words were ready on my tongue...
You ridiculed me
In front of everyone...
Sometimes you make me really mad
just the thought that you would even wanna make me...
I'm not looking to rekindle
Whatever it was that we had...
I lost a friend, one of my best,
Guilty my heart pounds impulsively...
Vulnerability watches in vain while reckless...
An apology was never requested, nor accepted, but...
In the middle of the night,
I see a beam of light...