Today I contacted an old friend,
I hadn't seen in a while...
I am learning
to rest...
I was some place I wanted to be, an I had to leave...
I was some place I wanted to be, an I laughed it...
Since when do we have to be vulnerable,
How did I forget something so fundamental...
So standing here feeling lost, once again I fade...
Everyone around me vanishes and I silently slip...
Summer 1979-
I felt a heated sun soaking my...
Memories continue to assuage the longing
not to say goodbye to the days of youth...
Trotsky left freedom
of exile for the prison...
As I grow old,
the wind wanders...
Beneath you as you sleep
a ship floats in your aura...
I stifled my sobs and suppressed my pain,
To the outside world, happiness I did feign...
My love, my life
For truly, you are...