I try to be who i want to be
only now knowing that its not worth the effort...
In my hardest of hearts hidden in the crest of...
Alone is how I'd rather be
but not to wallow in the memories of you & me...
I met you at work one day a friend introduce us to...
This is to my boy friend Trent Benjamin Please do...
Opened up a frail heart to love
With eyes closing doors on despair...
I can't lie you still run through my mind like...
This emotion,
This feeling...
Looking in the past I see no one else but you
Digging in my memories is all that I can do...
*November 10th 2008*
And you walked back into my life...
My what could have been
that's what you are...
An ember burned but long ago,
Deep within a shadow's heart...
I held it in for awhile,
though I wanted to cry...