Am I a gem wrapped in cotton balls,
or a worm, inside the flesh of an apple...
forsaken –
the light has abandoned us all...
You - you left me with a love
for a color I'd never seen before...
Somehow I seem to only find myself
living here in the Aprils of my youth...
Sea water inflames
my guts like a lonely man...
Fiesty but wholesome,
Independent, kind and...
I'm full of the fear of regret
So I give up on things I could get...
I used to prefer
nonexistence...
The moon had just settled in the sky
when you performed a contemporary...
as per the radar in my eyes
i’ll wear a rain coat and rainy boots...
When the day begins and the kids awake,
The toys at hand, I feel they shake...
the first time you spoke my name – years after,
i wondered if my name tasted bitter to you...