Four am and can not sleep
What is wrong with me...
If you are given a chance to be your own god...
Like, you could create yourself not out of dust...
I am beautiful
and will certainly...
I will NOT give up
I will NOT give in...
I'm in the dizzy world of PnQ
My brain it spins from what I view...
As I struggle down a path I do not know
I find myself lost and alone...
Going through the motions
Trying to get the past back...
I remember
Very vividly...
it comes like a dream;
if not immediately transcribed...
Everyday,
I usually walk in rhythm with my thoughts...
Used to be vibrant
Used to be fun...
What came before you was sadness and loss
Thought you wouldn't be...