Just when I thought
Under all these smiles are lies...
You gave birth to me;
then left me alone one day...
Your eyes are milky way to my heart
galaxy full of wonders...
Nihilism used to
plague me until I found out...
Stay with me, darling
Though night is endless...
As I learned the taste of warmth again
you come out of sudden striking like lightening...
it’s not
quiet...
Hush now,
Quiet now...
The tea is strong in the morning,
making up for the leftover mascara...
Lonely nights filled with darkness
shadows swiftly move across the room...
What do I have to do to make you see
that you cannot be a part of this self-sabotage...
The fantasies broke
The dream is gone...