Falling

Falling is a word to describe, the way I feel inside
Twisting and turning I feel my insides churning,
The thought of you makes me weep,
It affects the way I sleep,
Sweet lucidity, I feel it take hold of me
I cannot see, blinded by the light that is your aura,
I am falling in one word, although I should have learned
That I have not earned, the privilege, to stand beside you and call you mine.
But give me time, and you will find, that you will be mine.