Little lies.....

Everyone thinks i have the
Perfect little life
They think i have it easy
But they don't know that behind these perfect little lies
there is a hole
The hole in my chest that
Eats at me every day
Ever since he has left
There is this empty place in my chest
There is all the memories
That are left
I don't know how i have
Survived until this day
But i know that i still love him
No matter how hard i have tried
I cant get him off my mind
Every night i cry
Remembering the painful lies
Everything he said
Everything we did
Are all in my mind
Ever since it was over
I have this pain that wont go away
After everything that has happened
In his own little way
He always made it up
He did the sweetest things
But then he would screw up again
He knows almost everything about me
But does he know i still love him.........?