Out The Window, The Eye of God (Darkened Room Series)

To hell with all my feelings, like anyone gives a s---

don't even try to act like you care cause you don't, not a single bit

if it wasn't for these locks and bindings, holding me in my life

i would toss myself into peril and end this all tonight

but f--- all that I'm too driven to quit

yet I'm still too broken and i feel i can't be fixed

so, in due time, you will all see the real me

the side of me so f---ed up i don't ever want to be

and the window in this darkened room is just a mockery of I

no light is given from this hole, and all hope for me has died

I've given a nickname to this window, it's called "the eye of God"

and just like the light from the window, this life is just a fraud

full of fake people, and faker emotions

empty of love, and more false devotions

so now i will just sit here, staring out the window seal

quietly holding anger inside, just to have something to feel