Alone In The Corner, The Darkest of Dark (Darkened Room Series)

Suicides sweet surrender, taking me in its arms

i no longer want these feelings of pain, and death can do me no harm

and how can i commit the crime when I've been dead already so long

this hollow shell thats left of a man will soon join my soul and be gone

its a cold day out tonight, but its colder inside me still

and maybe the warmth of my blood pouring out will hinder all these chills

so alone in the corner in the darkest of dark, i sit alone and contemplate

feeling the blade on my skin, so eager, to sever my veins like my fate

my eyes fade away in a void of black, and my heart beats silent and slow

as i lay the razor sharp blade at my side, swaying to-and-fro

i let out a sigh and curl in a ball, as i lay onto the ground

and grab the knife in hand this time as i think of the life i am bound