Looking in the mirror with a sense of confusion and
hate
What a challenge it is to just give up and say it's
too late.
Wanting to forget and just start all over,
but it's just too deep now and it's hard to stay
sober.
The pain is there, but at ease it is
for now I can clearly say my heart is still his.
Although he may not want it now,
I hope someday I can give it to him somehow.
He gave me the peace of mind I need
to continue on and proceed to live the life I'm
supposed to lead.
He gives me the desire for something more
For him I will because he's the one I adore.
For now just hold me in your heart
just keep me there
because I can't bare to be apart.
Just as long as you always care
and remember my love is rare.
Life without you is miserable and cold,
but I'll wait for you till I'm gray and old.
As long as you love me I shall pray
to one day be together and forever we will stay.
Hopelessly and helplessly in love like a fool
and NOT giving up because I'm head-strong like a
bull
Just love me forever, but leave me if ever
you start to think Never, just never.
Remember the good, forgive the bad,
Forgive, but cautiously never forget that I DID make
you sad.
For that, I apologize with the loudest silent cries
and hope to one day show you the pain in my eyes
so that you can make it go away
because you are able to sway me from sad to glad
with just a breath you give me the calm I've never
had.
