I hide away in my darkest mind when it gets too hard.
Close you off, blaming you for everything at all.
Try to calm my self down, and relax a bit.
But everything you do, tear me up and breaks me down.
Open up your mind and soul, and hear me cry for help.
For deep inside my darkest mind, a thought has come to light.
If I cry just hard enough you will hear my needing heart.
But then again I hesitate, because you don’t really care.
For so long I hoped a day of happiness would appear.
But everyday you let me down, and disappoint me even more.
I still hope deep inside in my darkest mind, that a day will come.
And you will free me from my prison, my body and my soul.
