You yell at me
and I tell you to get out of my life
i thought you loved me
you were suppose to love me forever
you carried me for 9 months
and you gave me life
you taught me to read
and helped me write
you were my mommy
but all we do is scream anymore
i wont tell you sorry
even if i am
i need more help the you and daddy can see
i still take that knife and push it to my wrist
and one day i will push to hard
and that will be the end of me
i thought we were over this game
this yelling and screaming thats driving me insane
but i guess its starting back up
and I'm ready to give up
i want you to know i love you
and tell Killian i said bye
and tell daddy that he was my hero
and tell Andrew it wasn't suppose to end like this
tell holly that i will miss her
and tell Chelsea she was the best
tell Jazzmine she'll still be my Tigger
and tell Cameron that I'm dead
apologize to everyone that i had to go so quick
i just couldn't take this life anymore
and i wish i could turn it back
as the blood finishes dripping from my wrists
and every inch of my body
the paper will be stained in red
just think of them as tear drops
i thought you were suppose to love me
and hold me when I'm down
give me all the help i need
but i guess i fell and you let me hit the ground
