Grandpa

Grandpa where are you
why did you leave me here
how did they know
losing you was my fear

i cant see your face now
and its killing me inside
i cant hold you close now
and it makes me want to cry

i miss our normal weekends
of fishing in the lake
i miss our bowls of ice cream
the last moments of being awake

i miss the long drive it took
to get me to your house
i miss the anticipation
just to see your smile

i know one day ill see you again
but your missing so much now
there is things i have to do
but without you i dont know how

im getting married without your blessing
and it upsets me just to know
you wont be there watching
helping daddy let me go

i guess ill get through it
i know it will be hard
i know that you'll be watching
from somewhere not so far