School

I'm so different to everyone else around here
conversations die when I come near
I try to fit in but no one cares
My friends don't treat me like a friend
but more like a bad smell
No one talks to me any more
as I'm of no interest to them
Ive been replaced
just thrown out and replaced
I'm not needed round here at all
I'm just the heartless b**** with no friends
I'm invisible
no one can see me
I'm not here
my body may be but not my heart and soul
when I come near people flea
they flea in fear that I might talk to them
Tears in my eyes
conversations round me
but never involve me
Its me that's changed but I cant see
how have I changed?
why'd he pick me?
God has chosen me to be a misfit but why?
Here I am…. Invisible, heartless, cold, boring
with tears streaming down my face!

I wrote this today in English whist my supposed best friend totally ignored me. I really do have friends it just doesn't feel like it right now as my parents split up on my 16th birthday (3 weeks ago) so I have changed and people don't like it but they don't understand what I'm going through. I don't know what u will think of this its not a poem in my eyes but every1 who read it said nice poem so yea