Your poem made me cry, i went through a similar situation....

This was awesome. It alomst brought me to tears, my ex best friend and I dont talk anymore and i miss it all so much. You did a great job with this. Well done. Hold on and be strong you will find someone else. I haven't yet but I know I will. Stay Strong.

Stay true to yourself and you will find a closer friend than her i know that because i went through a similar situation with my best buddy well keep on keeping on and if you need someone to talk to you can count on me to be there and to listen