This Day, Today

I'm walking through life deaf and blind
Lately it feels I've fallen too far behind
Wasted too much of my energy this time
Trying to push it all into the back of my mind

One day, I swear Ill get up from this mess
Broken and battered, but I'll still try my best
You will never get to me settle down and rest
For this life is too short to keep this in my chest

So hear these words as they fall from me
Im taking back my eyes so I can see
You will never ever be what I can be
And your mind will never be this free

I'm letting it out, all my secrets,all my pain
Forgetting the day I tried to die for my own gain
And all the memories that stuck like a stain
Today's the day they all go down the drain

I'm tired of being this girl with no way out
Tired of never being heard when I scream or shout
Gonna find what the hell this life is all about
And no longer sit here in anger and doubt

So all you out there with nothing left inside
Get out of them shadows where you use to hide
Wipe away the cold tears you once cried
Because today is the first time we can say we tried