You said you'd be there forever
You said you'd care forever
Yet today you aren't here
Today your doing your thing
And forgetting that I ever was in your life
Now and then I hear from you
And all I feel is pain
I said I'd get over it
But when I see you it's like a bullet to my brain
I'm hating the way things ended
And I'm hating how I treated you
And I said I was sorry and tried to make it up
I cared unconditionally and I gave up a lot for you
But deep down inside you deserve the pain you feel
I understand part of why you treated me so bad
Because I did you wrong
But I fall to pieces when I tell you that I never meant it
But then I stop and think
Why should I continue to apologize to someone who doesn't give a damn
You never saw what I was doing,the purity in me
The way I made up for the times I took advantage of you
I wish you weren't so stuck up and self centered
Because then today,tonight,and tomorrow
I wouldn't have to cry alone in the dark for the mistakes we made......