What if...?

What if someone finds out?
About all these little cuts
What if I get caught?
I'll never get enough
What if they don't heal in time?
When summer comes
What would Mom and Dad do?
When they see what I have done
What if I miss it too much?
If I ever say goodbye
What if I can't stop?
No matter how hard I try
I'm scared to death
Of what happens next