Melting into one

Mindless, I'm walking
You see me but I'm not really there
I keep sinking deeper, everytime I rise
I keep regreting more, every time I die
These tears have been bottled up for days
And now they will wash away
Just like they used to

The rain pours down over my paralyzed mind
Blurring all my visions
And covering my ugly face
The tears melt into one
A droplet of what I have become
On big mistake for everyone

I wanna feel the sharp edge
Up against my skin
But I know the blood will take over
And I won't win
I wanna cover my shame
But it will always be there
Mindless, I live
Because no one really cares