My living hell

All the blood rushes to my cheeks
And they turn, a beautiful shade of rose
My eyes little slits
My hands in a fist
I can't take it anymore
I'm not smart enough for you
I'm not pretty enough for you
And I never will be

You drill those menacing words into me
Telling me I'm making your life a living hell
Well you were the one who brought me into your world
And YOU are MY living hell

I try my hardest to be everything you want
Perfect, and polite
Good grades, and all my chores
And I'm still not enough
I'm still useless, worthless, hopeless, nothing
So you yell, scream, and hurt me
As I'm crying, my millionth tear
Again and again and again, I fear
You and all your evil grins
You and him and your fist

You take everything away
And leave me alone
Until I feel completely dead
Just like everyother day at home

But if I runaway this time
There's nowhere to go
Because of you, in this life, I am on my own