One mistake
The silence breaks
He's home finally
And I've forgotten how to breathe
My eyes, just like little waterfalls
The waters gushing, harsh words are floating
Into my head
I tried my best and I'm still a failure
I wish I was dead
Cuz clearly, I don't matter
I scream, I slam the door
My hands covering my face, I sob once more
I miss that blade
I miss it so much
Because it's the only thing I love
And before I know it, It comes back
The blood drips softly against my arm
I know I will regret it
