Foolish

The solitude removes me
As in a bad dream
I resolve'd myself
Or so what it seemed
When I kissed her lips
I could feel the temperature rise
I had to have her
To have her would be a privilege
To let her go would be sacrilege
I am so lonely
That I am foolish
I am unhappy and now
The loneliness is driving me crazy
I'm insane kneeling refrain
If I shed a tear
To the memory of her
If I invoke her natural beauty
If I for so even talk about my love
The consequences may be venomous
Because her beauty penetrates me
As a blade, but only if I speak of this
If I speak of this woman
If I carry the verdict
And that I remain without arms
How can it hold
If my life is a story
And I have the mist of her essence
The wave of her soul
The key to her heart
That I shall forever hold
The scent of her rose
That shall forever fill my nose
Yet these stories left untold
If I speak of this woman
That she'd to come here
Considering her own interest
And my heart would be taken assuredly
She'd change my life but
She'll continue to do so for me
While leaving me several times
As she did to my misfortune in the past
Very often she broke my heart
That she took my life
Took my heart for granted
Every time she left me alone
And for all that has come between us
No matter how bad she treats me
I just don't understand
That if love's given a chance
I would still give my soul
For this woman