Missing you

Looking back at what we once had
Just knowing I could have done something
To keep you here next to me
I lost my heart to you so bad
Crying tears till the very end
How did I lose my dearest friend

We chose different paths
Where our lives fell apart
The times we've spent togeher
And all that we've been through
I remember our promise
That we would never break apart
I remember those days
Every moment spent with you
For what seem'd to be the good times in life
Turned out to be my last days in paradise

My mind keep telling me
That I should move on
My heart keep telling me
To run to you
For my desire was only to love you
As if you were my reason for living on
The more I'm away from you
The more I miss you
Yet nothing my heart tell me seem true

Back then, I've never letted you know
How much it hurt me to see you go
And for everytime you cross my mind
I'm hating myself for letting you go