Mybe its just me...

I've been living since past 16 and half year and i still dont understand life,
when you think its your time, it turn back on you and when you think all the ways are blocked, everything returns giving you a hand to cross the road
its all wierd because when you figure that out and you try to act sad to keep the happiness alive in you some, but how it knows that your just acting and gives you tears but when your full of fears searching for a way out and it comes back with all the things it could offer.
its all wierd.