I miss my sister </3

You are there and
i'm still here

tears are falling cause
i dont understand why

i feel like you abandoned me
without any goodbyes

you took away my nieces
and you took away yourself

you left me here to wonder
you left without my knowledge

what is with you
why dont you stop

your taring apart your family
and its killing me

i have to sit by and
watch it all

i have seen it happen
i watched you fall

now i pray to God
cause he is all that can help

sissy please come back
i need you here i want you back

you do not understand just
how hard this is for me

i just wish things were how
they used to be

a call every day with
just another need

it was better being needed
than not wanted at all
now i guess its my turn to fall

but i am calling upon the Lord
i need you God your my way out

help her please
convict her soul

she is going way beyond
any control

she doesnt see what its like
i am trying to fight

i still miss her
i need her back

i just wish we could talk
i could tell her about the day
and all the things that have
been coming my way

i just hope i can
again, someday

*this is written to my sister, i really miss her, we don't really spend time together or talk anymore. and i miss the old times we had together.</3*