Finding my love was my whim
But I can't be with him
I can't see his smile on his face
I seem to be frozen standing in place
Wondering why in this time and place
My happiness becoming sparce
The ibuprofen dries my eyes but you still hear my cries cries of pain
Cries of disdain
The xanax can control tears
But it cannot assuage my fears
The darkness that resides in my heart
Is why I must push us apart
