Tears of pain out loud I cry;
Too tired to live, too scared to die.
Expectations to be met and still myself to find;
Struggling to get ahead only to fall behind.
Tired of being alone, won't try to be accepted;
Rather be alone than to be rejected.
I'm so used to the tears and not being a part;
I just can't deal with all the pain in my heart.
The pain I feel is much too deep;
Tired of being hurt- the love was too much to keep.
My eyes wander for passion, my life- much to plain;
All I could find was tears of pain!
