To live, to die -
To love somewhere in between.
I found him,
My Equal,
He became my living dream.
He was always there to talk to,
To confide in,
He helped me see.
I needed his thoughts,
His voice,
Now it is his heart I must achieve.
I had my chance
But I became too scared
Now it is me who is the reason
For which he is not there.
I felt I might lose him.
Now I prove them all correct.
They said he was too good for me,
But I prayed I would not become -
What he would soon regret.
I wore my heart on my sleeve
Praying he would see it and take hold
I needed the warmth of his embrace
Yet, I am left here shivering in the cold.
I knew my chance would come,
But it was then I did not see.
Now I am forced into this hell
That has become my reality.
It is here in my hell
That my heart forever bleeds.
I gave it all away
What I am left with -
is merely - the ability to breathe.
I want to go to sleep,
To remain unconscious for all time.
Maybe there I will see his smile
For in a dream, it is all within my mind.
He was my day
He was my night
As he left, so went my inner light.
My emotions shall never sway
For it is true love that never fades.
It is true in the past I have surely sinned
But it is now and forevermore -
True love that I am in...
