Looking at the mess

I look down at the mess
spread out before me
this is my life
how come i couldn't see

i look down at the mess
the blood on my wrist
the angel of death is close
on my check she kissed

i look down at the mess
i see my reflection
what way am i headed
in what god damn direction

i look down at the mess
blood stained floor
you once walked in
but you slammed the door

i look Up at the mess
fck i wish you all well
but I'm stuck down here now
in my new found hell