I'm Sorry ..Part II

This poem is written for a person I really care about.
We currently have a break, cause in my head it's one big mess.
Hope the words will speak for themselves.
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I'm Sorry ..Part II

But it keeps go through my mind
That I don't deserve that someone
Not that I don't love him
Don't get me wrong

I still think he's very sweet and everything
But it feels just not the same
As when I first met him
For these feelings it's only me you can blame

I'm very busy with school and family these days
I just want and need a break
So I can find out what I really want and feel
And that I don't have to fake

Know, that I never meant to hurt you
Cause you don't deserve such pain
I don't know why I have these doubts
But they are making me insane

I hope that soon I will know
What I want and what I feel
So we both have certainty
And we can live for real

Written at 08-09/02/2008