I loved you babe

I knew in the back of my mind this was going to happen
i knew that you would break me heart into two
babe i loved you so much and you had to go,
all i needed was that chance...that one chance to tell you how i truly felt...i love you babe so come back to me please come back to me i need you here with me for ever like you told me that you would always be here with me,holding me close kissing my lips so soft and smooth...i knew that this was going to happen i just wanted to ignore it i wanted to pretend it would not happen to me at least not know

i knew that everything you said to me was fake but it put me in that moment..that moment that i wanted to stop the world and melt with you..i wanted you to be my first...i wanted you to hold me forever and never let me go...just hold me in your arms and protect me from the world..but know that your gone these walls that you broke down are surrounding me once again..so no one and that means NO ONE can come in here and rip my heart from my chest and leave it out on the ground to stomp on i loved you babe but know i guess i will have to move on!!!!

~~~~babe i love you and always will but if you ever come back please don't get close to me...don't try to kick the walls down like you did the first time..please don't come back cause i cannot afford for you to hurt me again cause one day i will never trust guys and i will be more comfortable with the girls...with girls who actually understand me more than anyone in the world...with someone who actually cares about me!~~~