The fool

A fool for loving you
A fool for wanting to tell you
A fool for finally telling you
I feel I am a fool for these reasons
I knew I loved you and I felt that love
I knew you wouldn't feel the same about me
But I still pursued
I wanted your love even though I could...
Never have it
I knew all these in the beginning
And they were confirmed one by one
It hurt for what seemed like an etertinity
And it still does hurt even now
A fool for fooling myself
Into thinking that I was over you
That state of denial worked
I was happy
But now it's been shattered
In less than a second
Just by a dream that I don't understand
But I feel I do
That I can't let go
Of these feelings