I thought i could never love again
but when i told you my feelings
it all started again.
Staying up late at night
talking about life's goals
and what we went though as a kid.
You told me one night we should hangout
just to see if we could be more then just friends.
When i saw you at our meeting place my heart was racing.
Fears, Excitement, Shaking, and wanting to ditch.
But something inside of me knew we could be more.
When i saw you thats when all of those things i was thinking or feeling left.
We started talking right away and i was just so shocked.
I never knew i could talk so much with a guy i've only knew for about 2 years.
Sitting on my sofa made me realized i could have a great guy by my side.
As you grabed my hand my heart just sank into memories of the past.
Wanting to give in without creating my old habbits.
I never want to go back to my old habbits cause it isnt fair to be shy and not outgoing.
To the one i could hold on to for so long.
The wonderful kiss you gave me was so magical and so real that
i just had to tell you i wasnt ready to be kissing you.
