In so many ways i still don't understand this
how you can grab me by the waste and hold me close to you but can't tell me how you feel or say the words( i love you )
you can come around and make me shake and shiver
you put your hands on my stomach and trace my belly button with your fingers
as i lay down you touch my side softly and i tingle
but you hold me and i tingle
when you hold me and i want you to be closer with me
but when i ask what do you want from me
all you say is i want to be a friend to you .
this happened to me on February 8th 2008 and I'm just glad i didn't wait till valentines day because that would have hurt more . but its funny because he loves me hes just scared like i am of getting hurt but he really hurt me but i cried my last tears for him on Friday.
