Questions, No response

It's been days since i felt this feeling,
my hope is slowly increasing,
this life of mine may be rotten,
but its gradually healing,
thoughts and feelings are being revived,
this broken heart of mine is soon returning to it's shape.

Am I cured? or have I just been redeemed?
If I am me again..
how come I still feel that a part of me is missing,
I can feel both loneliness and despair flowing,
yet I still have hope in my heart,
my heart is beating,
yet at the same time it is broken,
why hasn't my true love spoken?

So many questions, no answers at all,
so confuse..
now I'm thinking,dreaming and hoping,
is my heart capable of loving again?