The Toughest Decision

When it happens to someone else
You say "aw- poor thing"
But when it happens to you
It's everything...

I didn't even know it happened
10 seconds was all it took
We fell asleep, I awoke and left
I didn't even give you a second look

45 days later
I was haunted by that night
No matter how I tried to deny it
I knew the test was right

At that moment I had a choice
One of the toughest decisions had to be made
Something that would change my life
And leave my beliefs betrayed

Tears streamed down my face
As I knew what had to be done
I unfortunately had to see a doctor
And lose my potential daughter or son

I can't support myself
Nevermind supporting a child
I realized I was out of choices
And my emotions started running wild

It was a Monday afternoon
I'll never forget the date
A day that changed my life forever
A day I chose another's fate