I know find my self wanting you but you hate me i heard it from you, and you know how i feel about you and i hate my self because i allowed you to fool me and yet i still want you and i know that yet again you gave me a false hope and you don't care about anything but you and i know that for me to be ok i may have to be without you and i am not ok with that because i have fought for us even when you didn't want to and now all i feel is anger to wards you and yet on the other hand i still love you and always will, and because i spoke what was on my mind you said you hate me so what do i do, let you hate me and all i feel is love for you and i am so lost that i don't see any other way id to say good bye to everything and let faith take it and see what happens and i am willing to take that chance even if i end up without you
to rick
