I sit here and wonder why i have done the things i have to you and i find my self always back at why, i wonder why i have given you my self and yet you kill me inside and i may never know why, you give me false hope and that is what i hang on to and i know now that you hate me for things i did to you but why, why do you still want me when you want me and i just hang on to what ever you throw me a bone to hang on to and i don't understand why, if you don't want me then what are we doing, i hate my self for letting you get close to me i had all my shields up to protect me from harm but when you came into my life i put them all down and now i find my self so scared that i don't know who to turn to and all i have to say is why. why do you love me one minute and the next you hate me why, i hate that i have hurt you but you hurt me too and yet again i am at why, why do i let you play games with my heart and take what you want why,when you know that i Love you with everything i have to give why
