Afraid

I fell in love and got my heart torn in two; i promised myself it wouldn't happen again.Now the tears are drying but my heart is still weak;Ive been afraid before but never afraid to love, i used to want to be in love; thought it was something amazing. but when i finally found it,all it caused was tears and heartache,now I'm wondering if it was even love at all. I'm letting go of what caused me so much misery and throwing away the key that i once gave away to someone i thought was the one. I don't want to be scared but i am, i don't want to cry but i do, i want to love again but not too much; i wouldn't be able to deal with the pain again.