This smile isnt real

I smile on the outside
But I'm crying on the in
My minds just blank
But all you see is my happy grin

But if you saw behind my life
You will all soon see
That iv bin through so much pain
My life's full of misery

Nothings going right
And every-things a mess
I don't belong anywhere
Please someone put me to rest

Whats the point in living?
When your whole life's just been a lie
Built up on empty emotions
Being born just to die

I no I may not be that old
Or may not have experienced enough
But I don't think I can take much more
As I'm already so crushed

So next time you See me smiling away
Remember this poem and remember its fake
As theres more to me then what you see
In fact theres a lot of stuff just behind me