They say everything happened for a reason.
I believe that, but why? This pain that my heart is feeling, why does this have to happen? I know its partically my fault for taking him back, but I wasn't the only one in love, he was too. I thought love was something great, and beautiful, and full of happines. Mine was at first. Why do I have to have this heart-ache? Everything, all this pain I'm in how is it gonna help me in the future? What reason is there for me to cry over us, how is that gonna help me? Nobody knows how I'm feeling, I've cried so much, and wanted so badly to go back in time, that it hurts when I let a tear out, but thats all I know what to do. I know your sad about our situation to, but I think you've gave up. I think I should to. It's going to be hard to give up your first love (I've tried it with you before, didn't work) but its for the best, I guess our passion,and love is faded, it's deep down in our hearts, but not close enough to the surface, where we can reach it. So i'm gonna try to get over you, and see if it works, before my Broken Heart kills me. So we'll see in the future if everything does happen for a reason.
