Never to be

I wish it was you
But that's just too good to be true
And so I run through
Staying true to you

But now I am gone
Gone gone gone
Gone with the pain
But still here with the shame

But who is to blame
For my everlasting shame
Cause doubt was my child
Jealousy, my brother

And so I hold on
Holding holding holding
To everything, to nothing
To this, to that

Here and there
But I don't care
Cause I wouldn't dare
To gaze beyond the everlasting glare

And so I give in, one last time
Here I go, once again
To a happier demise