The air around me turns cold again,
As he says his goodbyes and walk through the door,
I'm smiling, and I'm waving goodbye,
He turns around the corner, and I hit the floor.
It's another nightmare I'm trapped inside,
Another memory I just cant seem to hide.
Just keep on breathing, stay awake,
I wont let this fear take over me,
Grasping at thoughts to hold onto,
I'm drowning in my own lonely sea.
Please let me wake up from this,
Please don't let the lips of death kiss.
Theres barriers built up around you,
and I cant seem to break them apart,
The paintings on the walls are fading,
Just like the colours in my heart.
I need your help, to soothe the pain,
To slower the pace I go insane.
I'm limp and I'm weak and I fall to the floor,
My tear stained cheeks are flushed,
I'm losing my sense of reality,
My hopes of succeeding are crushed.
I broke my word and touched your hand,
I just hope that he will understand.
