Letting go..

I'm sorry that I made you hurt.
You said you could tell by the
way I would flirt. I guess you
were right all along. Just
promise me you'll try to stay
strong.

I could tell you were sad by
your voice on the phone. Right
now, I just think I should be
alone. At least until I get my
feelings straight. By then, it
will probably be too late.

I will never forget the promise I
made. The memory of you, I will
never let fade. We will most likely
drift apart, but you'll always be
right there in my heart.

I know for a fact that this isn't the
end. Until I know what I want, I
still need a friend. I promise you
that I'll be there forever. We'll
get through it all if we just stick
together.

We aren't going out, that may be
true, but I would still give my life
for you. When I said I love you, I
didn't lie. I hope I didn't make you
cry.

You're the only person I've ever let
inside. Telling you the secrets that I
always tried to hide. I really didn't
want to give you away. The hardest
part of living, is taking breaths to stay.

*I'm sorry Ryan..I still care about you more than almost anyone..I didn't want to hurt you. ='[*