I'm tired of this life
Every things like a big game
No one realizes were I'm coming from
I saw my friends today
I gave them a big hug
I though it might be my last
I told them i loved them
That they helped me try to get through the past
I'm alone in this world
I'm so misunderstood
I'm a huge mistake
I'm just a kid
Who loves her mom and dad
But cant have them both
I'm not going to choose
Haunted with memories
Memories with everything I do
I'm going to die
This will just be another suicide
I try-ed to hold on as long as i could
People just wanted me to try harder
Its pushing me over
I just don't belong
I wrote a letter to the people that helped me
And to the people i loved
Also to the people who walked out of my life
No one ever wanted me
No its my time to move on
My friends would understand why I took my life
They know all the hurt and pain I was going through
I might cut
I might overdose
Who knows
This pain wont go away so i will
I just hopes god will takes me bye his side
I'm ready to go
I'm dieing inside out
I need a push to speed it along
In my eyes i can see the pain
In my heart i can feel the hurt
I need to listen to myself
I'm not ready to change
I need space
Cuz I'm winning at a loosing game
I'm sorry
That I'm me!
